the truth about me and what i hide in my heart

the truth is this the pain in life from jennifer's meth uses its real as my heart beat and at night im hunt my the images and scared to death of relivein with my little brother with his drinkin and drug uses too but people dont see the pain u do herei really need my life back like now but i wont rush this ty u all love katie

my new day

this post will change my life cause the longer i stay here i start to feel better i start to understand y i feel this way i still have a long road ahead me but theres somethin u must no be4 i joined here i was not wantin to be here i just gave up in a way i shut people out and got mean i didnt c much point of bein here but now i do but i also need u more then ever now i just lost my grandmother last thurday so it means the world to me right now to heal i just ask that some stop by and check no me ty

my mind set since i joined here

i was very lost when i came here but now i love it here we r like family here and im startin see people do care about me
im a writer as u no by now well this is 4 yall as i start healin here under the care of the staff and friends too i am a new preson then when i came in here its not how long u stay in drakness that matters its noin u can get out with the help of friends that matters and to all my friends that didnt come out in time i love very much thanks to the staff and friends 4 savein me i love u always kate.

thank u all of u

hey all
its me katie thanks 4 your help with this and i will never forget it
this is 4 all of u
this is from my heart hope u like it

my feelin right now

i no this will get read so who ever read it no im feelin like hell and i need to talk to some1 hell any1 at this point im scared right now my feelin r scarein me so if u run across this im not jokein my mind is racein and my mind set is scarein me a lot some1 any1 help me!

i need help with this

i need help with this cause im lost from this and still in a dark place right now can in ever get passed this it seem to be such a huge prob with me and i feel as if i am fallin down and theres no end of this fallin i am holdin up the best i can but it just a matter of time be4 i fall apart again this is hard 4 me to hadle by myself i cant do that! i am just so lost from this its like im not here and im livein someone elses life almost like im in dream i cant wake up right now i miss bein happy i hope i get the help i need soon its just really missed me up in ways i cant say in words but im sure u understand that here i just dont no where to turn right now so im here 4 help to feel better about this.

my bad night

i had a bad night cause i cant get over this at least not alone thats y im glad im here right now as i have said before i am thankful 4 this site and there help to me with this they r great people here and even if i feel alone i no i can count on them thorgh this hard time i wish i could tell my friends whats whats goin on but i cant my meetin here help me more then words can say i love it here in way im free of judgements and they get it not only that but there livein this too so is almost as if i have known the people here my whole life and i headed to heal i no my friends here will help memany nights i cry cause i feel so lost and alone too its like im in a dark places right now but with the people here i can finally let go of this thank u all i love u all.