Wednesday, February 4, 2009
i need help with this
i need help with this cause im lost from this and still in a dark place right now can in ever get passed this it seem to be such a huge prob with me and i feel as if i am fallin down and theres no end of this fallin i am holdin up the best i can but it just a matter of time be4 i fall apart again this is hard 4 me to hadle by myself i cant do that! i am just so lost from this its like im not here and im livein someone elses life almost like im in dream i cant wake up right now i miss bein happy i hope i get the help i need soon its just really missed me up in ways i cant say in words but im sure u understand that here i just dont no where to turn right now so im here 4 help to feel better about this.
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Hi Katie,
ReplyDeleteMy name is Brian and I am a student at BGSU. After reading your previous blogs it seems to me like you are a person who is very resilient. You have clearly had to deal with a lot of things in your life which are far more difficult than anything I have ever done. In a way you have made me re-think certain parts about my life because I feel like I can relate to many things you have written about. Reading your posts about the problems with drugs that your brother and sister have gone through has really touched me. A couple of my best friends are currently struggling with drug addictions, and I don't think that they even know it. I feel like I should do or say something to them, but I know that they will just laugh at me and brush it off. It's tough because these are two really good friends who I have basically grown up with, and I wouldn't be able to handle it if something were to ever happen to them. I partly feel responsible in a way because we all started experimenting with various things in high school together. However I chose to go down a different path, but they have fallen victim to the dangerous addictions that certain drugs can carry. I want you to know that you are an amazing person and that your friends and family are lucky to have you in their lives. I understand what it feels like to be hopeless, but whenever I feel that way I always try and call up a good friend or someone in my family and that usually makes me feel better. I will pray that you find the happiness that you are looking for and thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with all of us!
Hey Katie,
ReplyDeleteI'm Dave, yet another of Dr. M's education students. When she suggested we read your blogs, I really didn't know what to expect. But as soon as I started reading your blogs, I really got interested and definitely inspired by your words. Some of the stuff you have written about love, especially about Julie, cut me right to the bone. I've had a few big losses in the love department, and the way you describe the pain and the joy, the ups and the downs, the confusion, the certainty... wow, it really does me a lot of good to hear about your experiences. Thank you for putting your feelings out there for us, not everyone can do that. I think you're really brave. In my experience, no matter how you feel about somebody else, no matter how sure you are about the way you feel, it can all change in an instant, and that is not necessarily a bad thing. Change happens for a reason, so just "keep on keepin' on." Thanks, Katie.