kci cryin

as i sit here cryin i am hit with everythin that happend with jennifer aka my big sister and as the tears roll i hate this the fact that meth took her away 4 so long and we have her back but shes not the same and the pain from this and everythin elses just to much i need a friend i can talk to no where i can find one

kci y im here

im here to heal 4 me true im on other sites but they dont really deal with this nor understand like u do here glad i found this place if u get worried or just want to get me here my email katiemariahappy@aol.com or katiecundiff@yahoo.com try aol 1st put in subject u r from here love all katie

kci my heart goes out to every1 here this 4 all of u here with me

its katie this is one of my own stories that i think all should read be4 i post it on my story blog im a great writer ok here it is hope it makes u c me as more my friends on kci aka my new family this story here is hard to write and i have ben writein since i was 9 the people here really understand my battle with this reather they r a loved one or used to them selfs i am not sayin nothin bad they r good people on here i love them very much they understand in a way i didnt think people could but they do ty all for helpin me heal my heart i will always be greatful to u all love katie

kci really need to talk so here i go

im havein a bad night just talked to jennifer but i cant bring myself to tell her how this has changed me any ideas on how to its just hard to come up with the words

kci tyvvm im glad im here

ty very much i need to be here so glad to be a member of this lovein site family i am doin much better now it still hurts yes but not as much and if i feel myself start to fall i no u'll be here 4 me ty 4 everythin u do 4 me it means more then words can ever say love katie

kci from my heart

hello all im feelin better ty to all of u and u will c me a lot love u all

kci how i feel now after last night

im feelin a lot better ture im sorry i went off lots on my mind lately but i souldnt have taken out on u guys im comein back from a great loss i lost my grandmother a fewmonths ago sorry all of u have to c me like this just hard yall 1st i lose jennifer and my grandmother too just to much to take sometimes u no but bein here really helps me a lot i just wanted u to understand whats up with me plaz try to remeber im not always this way i wont lie here i feel lost without them but im tryin here but i keep fallin lately love u katie

im back now still have a long road

im back now i have come a long way as u no one day at a time but i c the old me comein back in small ways but i am comein back and i love it now i have see everything in in light even if same thing i c everyday i take time to notice everythin as if it were new and the pain i feel is less now i cant say anythin other then tyvm i am talkin to my friend right now and she is happy to have the old me back true i have changed a lot and i will never be the same and i will always be in recovry here ty 4 all of u upleftin comments and i may not say much in meetings but i love u all very much

me comein back out again

im comein back out again and livein happy slow yes but its a start i have a friend off the site has stood by me trough everythin in my life and has seen me change a little at time im in recovery for me and to give my friends the old katherine back ty so much 4 allowin me to join here and as i get back to my life i will never lose touch here love katherine