kci how i feel now after last night

im feelin a lot better ture im sorry i went off lots on my mind lately but i souldnt have taken out on u guys im comein back from a great loss i lost my grandmother a fewmonths ago sorry all of u have to c me like this just hard yall 1st i lose jennifer and my grandmother too just to much to take sometimes u no but bein here really helps me a lot i just wanted u to understand whats up with me plaz try to remeber im not always this way i wont lie here i feel lost without them but im tryin here but i keep fallin lately love u katie