Thursday, February 12, 2009
the truth about me and what i hide in my heart
the truth is this the pain in life from jennifer's meth uses its real as my heart beat and at night im hunt my the images and scared to death of relivein with my little brother with his drinkin and drug uses too but people dont see the pain u do herei really need my life back like now but i wont rush this ty u all love katie
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ReplyDeletehi katie!
ReplyDeleteMy name is alex, and I just read many of your blogs starting from the beginning of your other blog, for Dr. Mandlebaums class. One of your first entries about daniel really touched my heart because i have a lot of the same feelings towards my boyfriend.
However, the one entitled "the truth about me and what i hide in my heart" is one that touched me more than the rest, along with some of your others about jennifer. One of my close relatives was addicted to drugs for a very long time. After going to rehab three times, she is finally off of her drug of choice. She does still drink and occasionally uses "soft" drugs. Because of this there is not one day that goes by that I do not worry about her. So in that sense I feel some of the things that you do.
Another thing I wanted to tell you is how great of a writer you are. You use very colorful words and great analogies in your writing. You really know how to express yourself.
Hello Katie :)
ReplyDeleteI'm Ana, and I am a student in Dr. Mandlebaum's education class. First off, I'd like to say thanks for giving me and my classmates the opportunity to come into your world and for sharing your thought on your personal life. It definitely helps when you need someone to listen when you're going through tough times...holding it inside of one's self is not the way to go. I'm happy you see there are people that care. Just remember that after a storm, there's always a rainbow shining...it's the same with life. I, myself have gone through troubled times of my own, dealing with my father going through dialysis, relationship problems, and the list goes on, but keeping an optimistic outlook on life helps me keep my head up.
Thanks again Katie!
Katie~
ReplyDeleteHi! My name is Emily, I am also a student of Dr. Mandlebaum's and I just finished reading all of your entries. Thank you so much for sharing those! I really enjoyed reading all of them. You are an amazing writer. I think you should pursue your passion and continue to write. It is an amazing way to let all of your emotions go. I used to write a lot in high school, but once I hit college I really haven't been. Your blogs have made me really think about possibly pursuing writing again.
Also, I wanted to say what a wonderful soul you have. You are a very strong woman, who has gone through a lot, but you know that you deserve the best and you keep on going. Good for you, don't let others slow you down, continue to be the strong woman that you were put on this earth to be.
The blog that I related to the most was your friend Stephanie's using. Over a year ago, I dated a guy who was highly addicted to drugs. When we first started dating I had no idea and things were really good. But, things aren't always quite as they seem. He started to choose using over me and did and said hurtful things. Him and I no longer speak today. I want you to know though, that you are not alone. I think it is great you have found support groups, your writing as well as a strong friend system to help you through this hurtful time. It is nothing that you did, and the only thing you can do is be supportive.
You are a great girl, very inspirational!!! Thank you again, and please keep writing =)
Hey Katie!
ReplyDeleteMy name is Danielle from Dr. Mandlebaum's class. I have really enjoyed reading your blogs. I feel like I can relate to so many of the issues you are feeling. The post you just posted, I had the same problems in my family, and it is very difficult to deal with. I wish there was something I could say to make it all better, but I know there is not. The best advice I could give, is to keep focues and driven in life.
After reading your blogs as well about being yourself and following your heart got me thinking. I have been with my boyfriend for the past two years, but I feel as I am no longer happy. It was scary to end the relationship becasue I have depended on him so much, but after reading your blogs I have learned you need to follow your heart.
Hang in there Katie with life. There is a quote from a country song that I love "Life is not always beautiful, but it is a beautiful ride". Keep that in mind! Keep writting please, its great being able to relate to someone else.
Hello Katie!
ReplyDeleteI have enjoyed reading your blog! It is so obvious how strong you are and I wish I could relate. You have been through so much in your life and you still have such a great soul.
I am sorry to hear about your grandparent. I know the pain you must be feeling. Your family is in my prayers and I wish you all the best!
Wendy